farewell

solemn
AVA room made me think more of her. that 2nd row who we sat together only
ask me to sit in AVA room, i will even miss her companion. look at her table, look at some classmates, remembering how you talked to them, your voice and expression and everything.
when you proudly called yourself laoliang, your expression and everything. how you scolded at people, asking yujian to shut up, rolling your huge eyes at him, staring at him. pointed fingers at tinfung, that was all in my memories till now.
and when laggy andrew told us that he didnt know anything, and when we told him. he stunned like how jonathan did when he came back from OBS. thinking that we lied to him like how ivan thought. and andrew reminded me of that time, the post exam activities when he played arm wrestling with her. and he won happily screaming. running around in circles shouting "goal" and how we all laughed at him insane-ly. i still had that video. i remembered your laugh, your angry expression, your laughing expresson, your curious expression.
we told each other what we thought of certain people. how we called him PMS guy. and laughed together. told me secrets and all your things, telling me what happened to your siblings, what happened in your tuition, what happened to your pets and all. i will be treasure those moments and memories that we had been together talking and all.
how we laughed when we failed our class tests. thinking that we will go together for retests and all.
all memories started to fill me in.
stoned during sometimes myself.
though i broke down during the announcement, people told me to be strong and brave 'cause she will be watching over us.
her mum told me not to let it affect my studies. they were strong, brave.
my aim is to study hard, get good grades and make her proud. for all i know, she will be watching over us, giving us support
and now i need to face death as optimistic as ever.
i will face the reality and get on life with a optimistic view.

we will make you proud, make you happy.
202'08 and 305'09 will always be there for you and you always be in our hearts forever.

IMY. ILY.