rest in peace, my dear friend

it was sudden.
i didnt really expect that to happen
we all were sadden by that matter. within one hour after breaking of that news, buckets of tears filled. but it was cause we all loved her.
2 years and 3 months and 26 days together. those precious moments we all had together
whether isit in 102,202 or 305. i will miss you from 26th march 2009 and on your birthday 28th of September

no one to sit with me during geography lesson in AVA room in that front row
no one to call me a noob or how we fight who was noober than the other
no one to pull me to rush me to go back to class incase the teacher scold
no one to fight with who to sit with xiuming so that we wont be loners.
no one to be in the same group as me.
no one to walk with to canteen to meet the rest
no one to discuss about hongkong dramas
no one to accompany me to scold hongjoo.
no one to discuss about now shuave is kevin cheng from hongkong.
no one to fight with with the money in your wallet and that newyorknewyork card and voucher, how you was trying hard to get it off my hands
no one to interrogate when i see you in school with this stalker behind
no one to send me mrmen theme on the sony erisson phone
no one to introduce her friends to me
no one to fail tests with me.
no one to accompany me to go to the looo during maths lessons.
no one to tell me whats interesting happening in the outside of class
no one to tell me whats the real meaning of bitch anymore
no one to tell me that she didnt do all her holiday homeworks
no one to say "laoniang" infront of me anymore
no one to help me scold tinfung anymore
no one that sits besides me anymore.
no one i can see that has that white octopus bag i always tease her for.
no one for me to tease.
no one for me to check her handphones for secret admirers.
no one's house that i can go to sleepover.
no one's house that has a swimming pool where we go swimming together.
no one that i can say her that she wastes food and she cleans off her plate after.
no one that i can say when she speaks vulgarities. and it was just a day ago. when i said she was rough in dialect cause she was speaking the sanzijing and she was like "dont tell joey" cause joey will tell her " dont say vulgarities!"
and the list goes on and on and on and on......

i dislike the year 2009 when i was fifteen especially the months and days before 26th of MARCH 2009
its the year when everything turns upside down

i will pray hard that you will be happy and have peace after.
life is fragile, maybe time is the only cure for healing.
i will keep you in my memories.
i will remember you forever.
i am missing you, my dearest noob friend ):

rest in peace.