you were the best

had talks with the guys on msn
and i agreed with what winglun said
that she was the BEST "behind-the-scenes' person.
she brought us bondings betweeen friends despite her absence.
she cared for us, helped us scold the people whom scolded us.
despite her demise, she cared for us, created bondings between us.
and therefore, we should treasure what she gave and treasure what
and yesterday, i saw you with your smile. smiling means you are at peace which we all are glad.
looking at those notes, those pictures, it really made me recall all the happy moments we had together.
watched 202 class dvd once again. and i noticed about the arm wrestling and all the pictures.
once, we six sat around valerie's and sherine's tables. while i sat down with my legs up, you all were around me, and we were all laughing.
you were the one who let me make lots of goodfriends like bel chang(sugarbabe). i remember that time was when joey stepped on her toes, and you were like "ohhor, she very fierce one" and we didnt know she would be in our cca too.
i know i would miss you. and i have to try to live without you around, without all your care and concerns. but i will have to try hard. losing a friend, but we will all remember you deep down in our hearts.
love her with your heart sincerly, for all you know, she might read your heart.
when you cant express it in words, then express it in thoughts, she will hear it.
live for the future, dont regret the past.
regretting isnt a way to heal. though i know you might have a longer time than the rest. try for you know shes watching over you.
couldnt go today, but would be going tomorrow, the really last time i pay my respects to her.
looking at all the sec one and twos photos,recalling those moments.

and thanks all for the consoles.
winglun, hardi, peter, buddy, jiajia, abby, shiyao, shengyuan, 407 (you people are really nice neighbours),:),:],adelyn and many more.
i will get back, to be strong, and do things that will make her proud