totally demoralised

im seriously totally demoralised. due to the returning of results today.
got back 7, passed 4. how pathetic.
chemistry,physics,a.maths. suck rhombus. darn, those are Es and F.
only like passed chinese,geography,e.maths and english.
and im so loving chinese and geography now. maybe due to motivation of teachers.
99.9999% i will be asked back during june holidays for that chemistry remedial/mastery.
and chem teacher still come add salt to wound. "im disappointed in you"
so what if you are my cca teacher cum subject teacher. you dont exactly say that making students demoralised. learn from other teachers, cant you just say you are disappointed in my marks, not me,myself and i.
came to a conclusion that band people are actually quite smart and genius, example zhiyang who got a 96/100 for his e.maths. and i've like never got that in my secondary school life, maybe P1 or P2. but not sec school.
E.history and Social Studies tomorrow. am praying real hard that im getting good results for them.
hope CA pulls my marks up.morning, read chinese newspaper saw about fighting spiders. fiona said the soonlee was same pri school as her . wow. and btw, joanne's unfaithful. hahahaha
and CCA today seriously have no mood. half of the time spent idling with computer. was playing with joy '0,5,10,15". phew cca ended earlier than 6.
waited for kexin to talk to people till 7. and ivy has tuition behind school O:
roaming around school together with ivy and qiaoyi. 
guess what, same tuition but only 2A1s,2E8,2F9 for A.maths. how great.

un-motivated/demoralised.

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